MY DEAREST MICHAEL... i hope you read this.

Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
edited January 1970 in Messages to Michael
My Dearest Michael,

I hope you are reading this website and stumble across this message I have written to you from the bottom of my heart. Since you made your departure in June I have been thinking about you nonstop. I am concerned about your well-being and where you are. I hope and pray that you are doing well, and will find the peace and quiet you are seeking.
Michael, you have always been in my prayers, and I have always loved you unconditionally. No matter what has happened, is happening, or what will happen, I will love you always and forever.... no matter what.
There are times that I stop what I am doing to focus my thoughts on you, and I am hoping that maybe I can pick up on your energies to know that you are doing alright. I have been going through ups and downs since June 25... from you being dead, to you being sick, to you being okay, to you being threatened, to you being forced to "leave", etc., etc., etc. I honestly feel that you are okay, and just wanted to "leave" because you were sick of all the media, paparazzi, and stories. You just want to be plain ol' Michael.
Michael, there is just something about you that MAKES me love you.... I can't help it. I don't love what you have or what you do, but I do love you for who you are as a person... and that love is non-stop and will continue on forever and ever.

Loving you always and forever...

Love,
Me
(psydes212(aol))
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  • My Beautiful Michael...

    Happy Holidays, I hope you have a beautiful time this holiday season!!


    Loving you always and forever..

    Love,
    me.
    (psydes212(aol))
  • Michael,

    I have been thinking about you even more lately, I think its because the holidays are right around the corner. I hope that all is splendid with you and that you ARE having the best time of your life. <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->

    Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year!!!!

    Loving you always... tight hugs and sweet kisses from me always and forever!!!

    Love,
    me
    (psydes212@aol))
  • I love you Michael..
  • My sweetest and dearest Michael...

    I just wanted to wish you a VERY Happy New Year!! I hope you enjoy your "new life", have lots of peace and relaxation, and I really do hope that this new year will be filled with all your hopes, dreams and wishes. You will always be in my prayers and within my heart. Michael, I love you forever and ever. Many Blessings to you!!

    Happy New Year!!

    Loving you always and sending you warm energies and LOVE!!

    Love,
    me
    (<!-- e --><a href="mailto:psydes212@aol.com">psydes212@aol.com</a><!-- e -->)
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    HAPPY NEW YEAR BABY!!!!


    MICHAEL, I HOPE YOUR NEW YEAR IS FILLED WITH ALL YOUR HOPES, DREAMS AND WISHES COMING TRUE. I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN MY PRAYERS, THOUGHTS AND WITHIN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND I WISH YOU NOTHING BUT THE BEST. I WISH WE COULD TALK SO I KNOW THAT YOU'RE OKAY... I HOPE YOU ARE DOING GOOD.

    HEALTH, WEALTH, PEACE, LOVE, THE TIGHTEST HUGS AND SWEETEST KISSES FROM ME TO YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!

    LOVE,
    ME
    (<!-- e --><a href="mailto:PSYDES212@AOL.COM">PSYDES212@AOL.COM</a><!-- e -->)
  • susie_23susie_23 Posts: 240
    Michael--

    Please come back. Your fans miss you so much and every day that goes by without you is sad. I don't know if you're even reading these if you are in fact alive, but I do want you to know that I miss you terribly and wish with all my heart that I had the chance to meet you. I hope that one day you will come back to us. I'm going to qoute Moulin Rouge:
    come back to us...and forgive everything....seasons may change, winter to spring...but we will love you. Till the end of time.Like you said, Michael, you are NOT alone.

    With all my love,
    Megan
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    Still loving you Michael!!
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    Hi Michael,

    I was just thinking about you again, so I wanted to drop in and leave you another note. I felt overwhelmed, so I came here to let you know (again) how I feel. I just wanted to let you know that you are loved very much by me, even though we don't know each other, I still have a tremendous amount of love for you and always will no matter what.

    Michael, I hope and pray you are alright and enjoying your days wherever you are. I always imagined you in a warm climate, maybe with a home right there looking out onto the beautiful ocean. The cooling breeze with light scents of the ocean blowing through your windows.

    Well, wherever in the world you are, I hope you are alright, healthy and absolutely loving every minute of it!!

    Loving you forever and ever. Tight hugs and sweet kisses from me to you always...
    Love,
    Me (<!-- e --><a href="mailto:psydes212@aol.com">psydes212@aol.com</a><!-- e -->)
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    Michael, I love you sooo much.. I hope all is well with you. Be well.

    Love, peace, happiness, hugs and kisses from me to you always and forever! <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->

    Love,
    me.
    (psydes(aol))
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    Michael...

    Wishing you the best.

    Love you with all my heart unconditionally.

    Tight hugs and Sweet kisses from me to you always and forever.

    Love,
    me.
    (psydes212(aol))
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    Michael,

    I thought about you alot today, and I thought you would like to know about it (if you are indeed reading this forum). I thought about you and hope that you are doing well wherever you are. You are always in my thoughts and prayers, and I wish you nothing but the best.

    Michael, I have a feeling that you've found your love.

    Love, Peace, and Happiness.

    Tight hugs and sweet kisses from me to you always and forever.

    Love you always and forever no matter what....

    Love,
    Me (psydes212(aol))
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    Hi Michael,

    I hope you have a great weekend.

    Peace, Love, Joy, Happiness to you always and forever!

    Tight hugs and sweet kisses from me to you.

    Love you,
    Love,
    me (psydes212(aol))
  • Always loving you Michael.


    Tight hugs and sweet kisses from me to you always and forever no matter what,

    Love you..

    Love,
    Me.
    (psydes212(aol))
  • Ohhh Michael.. I hope you are okay, please send me a sign to let me know that you are doing fine and well. I am so worried about you right now for some reason, I hope nothing has happened to you. Please keep safe, healthy and please rest as long as you need to.

    I love you always and forever no matter what,
    Love,
    me.
    (psydes212(aol))
  • Michael,

    I want to wish you a very happy Valentines day today. I hope you have a day filled with love, joy and happiness. If I could, I would send you all the candies, and flowers in the world.
    I want to let you know that I love you forever and forever. Nothing will make me stop loving you.... ever.
    Michael, if I could tell you one thing and one thing only, it would be that I love you so very much and very dearly.

    As always, tight hugs and sweet kisses from me to you always and forever.

    Love you,
    Love,
    me (psydes212(aol))
  • Thinking of you...





    Love you always and forever and ever...
    Tight hugs and sweet kisses...

    Love,
    me
    (psydes212(aol))
  • Bravo to the King
    You had to perform the greatest magic trick or illusion, ever, just to live how you want to live. I hope you are well, where ever you are but my warning signs are popping up and I want to be unplugged. I cant go on and help heal the world when you, your death, your life, my dreams, the commands, are keeping me and the rest of us in Limbo. I am going to the way of the light, although this road that I'm on is narrow. I'll keep you in my heart and see you after the sheep count. God be with you and your family.
  • Wishing you the best...

    Loving you forever and ever...
    Tight hugs and sweet kisses from me to you always...

    Love you,
    Love,
    me (psydes212(aol))
  • Hi Michael,

    Today is a slow day for me. The weather outside is drab, and.. I don't know, today is just a slow day. You have crossed my mind though, and a lot of times. It seems that no matter what I am doing you always seem to pop into my head... not that I mind or anything <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) --> You're very pleasant to think about. I have been thinking about where you are though, I believe even though people don't know where you are, that you are doing just fine. I do wonder about your well-being, and I have a feeling that you are doing great, just relaxing wherever you are. Wherever you are in this world, I really do hope you have a great view and can enjoy the fresh breeze, peace, and quietness.
    Michael, again, I want to say that I love you so very much and I do hope that all is well with you. I know there are a lot of people on this board that say "Michael, come back!!" "We need you", etc, etc, etc.. I just wanted to let you know that I am not one of those people.
    I do care deeply for you, and I think I know why you went away. You did this for you, regardless of WHY.. the root of this disappearance is because of you.. YOU wanted to do this, this was YOUR choice, it was all for YOU. You did this for you. I am not selfish, and I do want you to take as long as you need for whatever reason, wherever you decided to be your place of solace. You could come back tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, or never. I just want YOU to be happy in your new place of calm, peace and serenity. Its all about you, and what you want and need to do.

    Mikey, please be safe, well and please enjoy your 'new life'. I know if I were you, I would be.

    Peace, love, joy, and happiness forever to you!!

    The tightest hugs and sweetest kisses from me to you always and forever!

    Loving you always,
    Love,
    me (psydes212(aol))
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    Hi Michael...


    I'm just stopping by to say hello and to remind you that I love you with all of my heart!

    Loving you forever and ever,
    Tight hugs and Sweet kisses from me to you always,
    Love,
    Me (psydes212(aol))
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    I just got done with a workout. I am SO tired, but had an urge to come here and leave you a message hoping you'll read it. I just wanted to say hello.. drop in and to continue to wish you the best, and tell you that you are always in my prayers <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->


    Tight hugs and sweet kisses from me to you always and forever, (wish I could give you these in person)

    loving you all day every day,

    Love,
    Me (psydes212(aol))
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    Spring has sprung... Happy Spring Michael!!


    Loving you 'till the end of time..

    Tight hugs and Sweet Kisses from me to you always and forever!!

    Love,
    Me (psydes212(aol))
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    Just dropping in to say hey.

    Hope all is well.

    Tight hugs and sweet kisses from me to you.

    Many warm blessings!

    Love you 'till the end of time.

    Love,
    Me (psydes212@aol)
  • Maria2284Maria2284 Posts: 107
    My Dearest Michael,

    I thought about you a lot today... more than usual, and I hope all is well and that you are still enjoying your "vacation" wherever you are. There are things that I would like to tell you but, of course we cannot speak, and I don't even know if you are reading these letters I am posting on here... but I have a hunch that you are.

    Well anyways, I hope, pray, and wish you are having the time of your life in your new place you have chosen away from all the media, people, an prying eyes.

    Michael, I would like you to know that I do love you with all of my heart, and I wish you nothing but the best. I know I sound like a broken record, but I really want you to know that, and know that these feelings are real and not from some crazy fan wanting you to come back to make more records or so I can see you in concert. I really do love you with all of my heart, and wish everything goes as you have planned it.

    Loving you forever and ever,

    Tight hugs and sweet kisses from me to you always and forever and ever and...

    Love,
    Me (psydes212(aol))
  • My Dearest Michael,

    I thought about you a lot today... more than usual, and I hope all is well and that you are still enjoying your "vacation" wherever you are. There are things that I would like to tell you but, of course we cannot speak, and I don't even know if you are reading these letters I am posting on here... but I have a hunch that you are.

    Well anyways, I hope, pray, and wish you are having the time of your life in your new place you have chosen away from all the media, people, an prying eyes.

    Michael, I would like you to know that I do love you with all of my heart, and I wish you nothing but the best. I know I sound like a broken record, but I really want you to know that, and know that these feelings are real and not from some crazy fan wanting you to come back to make more records or so I can see you in concert. I really do love you with all of my heart, and wish everything goes as you have planned it.

    Loving you forever and ever,

    Tight hugs and sweet kisses from me to you always and forever and ever and...

    Love,
    Me (psydes212(aol))

    are you okay because you dont sound ok to me?
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