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(call me) naive
(call me) naive
i would so disagree
how could that be?
it doesn’t fit me
but now as i look back
the words that felt like an attack
i see now just how much was 'out of whack'
so please tell me who won, tell me who lost
and what did it all mean?
not sure what to say
or even to do
i thought as long as i had the truth
that it could win
just so you know
i did my best
(call me) naive
i just never realized that in part
i had lost from the start
or that losing this way would crush my heart.
no one should have anymore worries
their secrets are safe once again
those secrets that'll be taken to your graves
by those that never even gave
a single thought to my life, the turmoil and waves.
so can you tell me if being naive
also means being a fool?
while i was so sure you truly cared
as my very soul was bared,
did you ever care how i fared?
they say that money makes
the world go around
(call me) naive
tell me daddy, if you were here
like me, would you shed a tear?
you held your daughter dear.
'cause i believed the lies,
never being wise
to what was under the guise.
i cannot shed anymore tears,
i no longer have fears
and i hold the real truths dear.
i leave these words
to go and rest
you always knew that i was naïve as a child
as my thoughts ran wild
my words always meek and mild.
it looks like in my fight
it was always david vs. goliath, right?
it has finally extinguished my light.
(call me) naive
i do believe in miracles
just to let you know
i have spent 20 years of my life
twisted in this strife,
innocent enough that i never saw the knife.
they say that friends
can come and go
they also say that blood is
thicker than water
just to think, as you sat back protected
and oh so respected
yet never cared how i'd be affected
just so everyone knows
my conscience is clear
(call me) naive
try being just thirteen
thinking you have already seen
all the trauma and tears in between
they say that an adopted child feels
that they cannot have 'peace' till they have all the 'pieces'
i would agree as my heart and soul
were shattered into those very 'pieces'
what does it mean to betray?
does loyalty only apply to those not in the way?
or does it change in your book from day to day to day?
i have to admit tho, that i never had a clue
that this birthday would turn out this way
i have met so very many
people that don't have any
motives other than to be my lucky penny.
(call me) naive
for all that hoped i would fail
this is my legal death knell,
you must be happy in your own private hell?
the emotions, pain and grief
could go on forever in my words
i want to thank those that
offered their hearts
i have found my way thru the maze of lies
it was a very twisted road indeed
yet, no matter this outcome
a presley i shall always be
for my daddy that tried to make it right,
i know you would have joined this fight
and i hold your love for me in truth and light ..
(call me) naive
eliza alice presley
copyright january 23rd, 2011
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(call me) naive
i would so disagree
how could that be?
it doesn’t fit me
but now as i look back
the words that felt like an attack
i see now just how much was 'out of whack'
so please tell me who won, tell me who lost
and what did it all mean?
not sure what to say
or even to do
i thought as long as i had the truth
that it could win
just so you know
i did my best
(call me) naive
i just never realized that in part
i had lost from the start
or that losing this way would crush my heart.
no one should have anymore worries
their secrets are safe once again
those secrets that'll be taken to your graves
by those that never even gave
a single thought to my life, the turmoil and waves.
so can you tell me if being naive
also means being a fool?
while i was so sure you truly cared
as my very soul was bared,
did you ever care how i fared?
they say that money makes
the world go around
(call me) naive
tell me daddy, if you were here
like me, would you shed a tear?
you held your daughter dear.
'cause i believed the lies,
never being wise
to what was under the guise.
i cannot shed anymore tears,
i no longer have fears
and i hold the real truths dear.
i leave these words
to go and rest
you always knew that i was naïve as a child
as my thoughts ran wild
my words always meek and mild.
it looks like in my fight
it was always david vs. goliath, right?
it has finally extinguished my light.
(call me) naive
i do believe in miracles
just to let you know
i have spent 20 years of my life
twisted in this strife,
innocent enough that i never saw the knife.
they say that friends
can come and go
they also say that blood is
thicker than water
just to think, as you sat back protected
and oh so respected
yet never cared how i'd be affected
just so everyone knows
my conscience is clear
(call me) naive
try being just thirteen
thinking you have already seen
all the trauma and tears in between
they say that an adopted child feels
that they cannot have 'peace' till they have all the 'pieces'
i would agree as my heart and soul
were shattered into those very 'pieces'
what does it mean to betray?
does loyalty only apply to those not in the way?
or does it change in your book from day to day to day?
i have to admit tho, that i never had a clue
that this birthday would turn out this way
i have met so very many
people that don't have any
motives other than to be my lucky penny.
(call me) naive
for all that hoped i would fail
this is my legal death knell,
you must be happy in your own private hell?
the emotions, pain and grief
could go on forever in my words
i want to thank those that
offered their hearts
i have found my way thru the maze of lies
it was a very twisted road indeed
yet, no matter this outcome
a presley i shall always be
for my daddy that tried to make it right,
i know you would have joined this fight
and i hold your love for me in truth and light ..
(call me) naive
eliza alice presley
copyright january 23rd, 2011