After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
hesouttamylife
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Sometime I get tired and discouraged and tell myself it’s time to get off this train. But I can’t. My heart will not let me do it. I always end up right back here waiting and hoping for Michael’s return. My family tells me that I’m wasting my time. Maybe to them it is a waste but not to me. Michael devoted his whole life to being there for his fans. Who am I, what kind of fan would I be, if I couldn’t give him a few of mine? I cannot believe it has been almost 2 years. Where does the time go? Michael asked in his song “will you be there”? How can I leave this place when my answer has always been “only God could keep me from it”? Dear Michael, I’m here for as long as it takes.
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Now I'm expecting to see some nasty types get their day [hopefully dimond and sneddon] and I want front row seats for that ass kicking. I'm not budging.
I am addicted to Michael cause Michael is sooo freakin addictive.
I must tell you something.. I am glad that the hoax-talk has slowed down a bit lately because I spend less time here at the forum but I'm still able to keep-up to date with all the news. I remember, earlier, when there were about 5-6 pages of new threads, I spent whole days at the computer! Now, it's usually one - two pages so I am able to go for a walk <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
Group-hug!
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That has been our goal from day one. Will I leave the forum??? Probably not, but will have to spend alot less time here due to family obligations. I am supposed to be looking for work too...maybe that will help when I do get a real job <!-- s:oops: -->:oops:<!-- s:oops: -->
But I will always be here in some capacity, whether I post or not..I will always check the "New Posts" daily.
You guys are my family now...Mwah
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I find fan forums too agressive, never joined one. In fact, the 1st MJ forum I ever joined was the death hoax one <!-- smj_bad/ -->mj_bad/<!-- smj_bad/ -->
I have a hard time accepting MJ is dead, for personal emotional reasons, because of the media circus that made me doubt about his death since the day I saw the ambulance pic on yahoo news and because of the sloppy investigation going on, plus, Michael talked about conspiracy against him and feared for his life, so a death hoax fits with my view of the events.
I want to hang around untill the veredict in Murrays trial, if ever takes place.... <!-- sgeek/ -->geek/<!-- sgeek/ -->
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There's no turning back now, once you get on theres no way off! so just enjoy the ride <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
TheMoonIsDancing, I find your signature of MJ pleasantly hypnotic, and I have to scroll up to stop watching him. <!-- s:oops: -->:oops:<!-- s:oops: --> <!-- s --><!-- s -->
I haven't been commenting as much because life has been really busy, but I try to read everything every night. I guess the longer we wait, the better the surprise right?
you guys. <!-- sbeerchug -->beerchug<!-- sbeerchug -->
Michael, while I was in hospital I listened to your songs, which encouraged me keeping the faith to recover. Thank you for that. Much love to you.
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I post this song for those who tend to loose faith. Keep the FAITH
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