never thought I would be here...but great to be here
bindupbrokenhearted
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I just wanted to say hello and my love to all those out there.
I also wanted to give you a sincere apology and also give you my appreciation of what you guys have done here.
Let me start at the beginning. First of all, I am not necessarily an MJ fan, but I did grow up with his music. I do have deep respect for his talents, musical and dance alike. However, I honestly never thought about him much until recently or realized his deep and profound love, affection, and genius (which I have just recently realized he possessed). I guess I listened to the media too much <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( -->
When the news hit on June 25th, 2009, my gut reaction was that it wasn't true. Then after I heard the family speak up, I thought it certainly was true. As the days went on, I heard about folks who thought MJ was alive. And please forgive me for this, but I laughed and dismissed the idea completely (like I have done with Elvis fans in the past). Anyways, a few years went by, and earlier this year I had a dream. I had a dream that MJ was alive and was going to return. I thought it was a bizarre dream to have at the time because I really did think MJ was dead (and the fact that before the dream, I didn't think about him much at all). Then, I looked into it (MJ being alive) with a critical and hopefully non-biased eye this time, and as a result, I found this forum. With all the information I found on this forum and around the internet, I knew this dream was more than just a silly dream. I am now at the point where I do feel he is certainly alive, that God has big plans for him in the future, and that he deeply, deeply cares about people more than he cares about himself. I believe we are headed for Biblical prophecies to come true, and I feel that he has a role to play in all of this. What that role is, I am not sure. I say this with humility, and with sincere apology to all the people I laughed at. It was a lesson to me that I should not dismiss any theory until I have fully researched it myself.
So, I am sorry to everyone here.
I send <!-- sbearhug -->bearhug<!-- sbearhug --> to all here and I thank you for allowing me to be here to read what wonderful research you guys have all put into this. Thanks for allowing me to learn a lot (yes, I did lurk here a while).
God bless you all.
I also wanted to give you a sincere apology and also give you my appreciation of what you guys have done here.
Let me start at the beginning. First of all, I am not necessarily an MJ fan, but I did grow up with his music. I do have deep respect for his talents, musical and dance alike. However, I honestly never thought about him much until recently or realized his deep and profound love, affection, and genius (which I have just recently realized he possessed). I guess I listened to the media too much <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( -->
When the news hit on June 25th, 2009, my gut reaction was that it wasn't true. Then after I heard the family speak up, I thought it certainly was true. As the days went on, I heard about folks who thought MJ was alive. And please forgive me for this, but I laughed and dismissed the idea completely (like I have done with Elvis fans in the past). Anyways, a few years went by, and earlier this year I had a dream. I had a dream that MJ was alive and was going to return. I thought it was a bizarre dream to have at the time because I really did think MJ was dead (and the fact that before the dream, I didn't think about him much at all). Then, I looked into it (MJ being alive) with a critical and hopefully non-biased eye this time, and as a result, I found this forum. With all the information I found on this forum and around the internet, I knew this dream was more than just a silly dream. I am now at the point where I do feel he is certainly alive, that God has big plans for him in the future, and that he deeply, deeply cares about people more than he cares about himself. I believe we are headed for Biblical prophecies to come true, and I feel that he has a role to play in all of this. What that role is, I am not sure. I say this with humility, and with sincere apology to all the people I laughed at. It was a lesson to me that I should not dismiss any theory until I have fully researched it myself.
So, I am sorry to everyone here.
I send <!-- sbearhug -->bearhug<!-- sbearhug --> to all here and I thank you for allowing me to be here to read what wonderful research you guys have all put into this. Thanks for allowing me to learn a lot (yes, I did lurk here a while).
God bless you all.
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Blessings.
Blessings to you each and every one.
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I'm very glad that you like our forum. Same as you i was brought here after i've seen a dream, but it wasn't about Michael, it was about 9/11. And i can't even explain how happy i am to be here! <!-- sbounce/ -->bounce/<!-- sbounce/ -->
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this is a great place to be you will love it here.
Good to have you here! <!-- sbearhug -->bearhug<!-- sbearhug -->
by the way i love your name. <!-- spenguin/ -->penguin/<!-- spenguin/ -->
I was one of those little girls fans who grew up and never followed Michael as a fan, but always was on his side when he was being accused, twice.
I also dreamed with Michael after the years, and that was a big surprise to me. After that dream old MJ stuff of mine was popping up here and there. The dreams became more active up to June 25th and from there on dreams have been almost on a daily basis. <!-- sbearhug -->bearhug<!-- sbearhug -->