This does not make me happy which given the circumstances you would think it would! Nor does it make me feel sad, after reading this I am honestly (and surprisingly) feeling rather resentful and irritated! If Hollyweird is in on this (as I am beginning to feel as if far too many ppl are in on it), and this is all some type of social experiment, I am afraid I am going to give
up on the world <!-- s --><!-- s --> !
We speak about Michael possibly being a victim of mind control...well I feel as if I have free willingly signed on for this 'great adventure' but unknowingly gave them control of my thoughts! I am unable to wake up or go to sleep without checking multiple sites for an update; search endlessly for clues and am never empty handed as I associate everything with Michael in one way or another; am more confused and depressed then I have ever been in my life (and I have been through some sh%t) largely due to the many paths promising to answer our questions but instead promoted fear and raised more questions; have developed OCD to the point that I actually get angry with myself because one minute it is 10 pm and your thinking 'ok I'll close the laptop in a minute just check twitter/youtube/hoax sites one more time' the next thing you know its 3 am and you need to wake up in 3 hours!!!!! Believe me, I have tried to walk away, to busy myself, to engage in other passions...all to no avail! My mind, heart, and soul have been taken hostage and even if they were returned to me, they will never be the same!
Will this be a blessing or will this be hell?
(sorry for the rant, I am just trying to find my balance in all of this <!-- s:oops: -->:oops:<!-- s:oops: --> )
You are not alone! I have not had proper sleep since June last yr... but there are so many threads to this tangled web, it is hard to find the time to search all. This memorial nomination is the best so far and Kenny O's comment is just too much.
Well, let me just say to Michael..."Congrats on your nomination for your memorial"
OK, I am ready for that padded cell now! <!-- s:? -->:?<!-- s:? -->
Dont Worry I have Become Hostage To Its 5 In The Mornign Now And I Have To Get Up At 9 In The Morning To Register For College Classes And Then I Am Going To Be On Here Looking For More Details Until Work At 2 pm To 2Am And Then Get Back On Here To Check Again Only To Lose Track Of Time Once Again...But I Still Find It Odd How They Are Doing This...It Hurts My Feelings In A Strange Way <!-- s --><!-- s -->
This is my second post in this thread, and seriously I cant get over KO's tweet...It's like he's congratulating Michael because he's dead <!-- s:roll: -->:roll:<!-- s:roll: --> . Yeah, Michael, dont worry be happy...you're dead, but your memorial has just been nominated for a prize...Congrats! KO is so in this hoax...unless he's saying bravo for the TII movie
Why MJ's Memorial is the question? This is the first time in history that something like this has ever happened. MJ was directing this all along and behind the scene since Jun 25th. I wonder what other oddities will happen this year in this new decade? I will floored if the Memorial actually wins. Keep the Faith!
Will there be awards for main characters, suporting actors, script, DIRECTOR,etc.. i.e Nominees??? he, heee
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I agree that this is strange nominating a person's memorial for an award for outstanding variety. What the heck? <!-- s:shock: -->:shock:<!-- s:shock: -->
and the winner is....MJ MEMORIAL!!!!.. dead silence in the stadium....eerrr whats going on??? and then all of a sudden "wtf is that Michael Fuckin Jackson Accepting The Award!!! <!-- s:shock: -->:shock:<!-- s:shock: --> <!-- s:shock: -->:shock:<!-- s:shock: --> <!-- s:shock: -->:shock:<!-- s:shock: --> " heehee that would be the coolest return ever if he did it that way ahahahaha...when is the award show aanyways???
my husband(who does not blve and thinks im a nutjob) said its because the variety of diff stars . idk god i hope this ends soon im tired of being made fun of <!-- s:evil: -->:evil:<!-- s:evil: --> <!-- s:evil: -->:evil:<!-- s:evil: -->
my husband(who does not blve and thinks im a nutjob) said its because the variety of diff stars . idk god i hope this ends soon im tired of being made fun of <!-- s:evil: -->:evil:<!-- s:evil: --> <!-- s:evil: -->:evil:<!-- s:evil: -->
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You are not alone! I have not had proper sleep since June last yr... but there are so many threads to this tangled web, it is hard to find the time to search all. This memorial nomination is the best so far and Kenny O's comment is just too much.
Well, let me just say to Michael..."Congrats on your nomination for your memorial"
OK, I am ready for that padded cell now! <!-- s:? -->:?<!-- s:? -->
How they gonna say it then if he wins?Like the best memorial goes to Michael?What the F***???
This is not real No I don't think so.I never hurt of this kinda award <!-- s:? -->:?<!-- s:? --> <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) -->
Haha.. Would be.. I can't explain..
World is insane if Michael is dead.
<!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> That would be SOMETHING !!! Go Michaeeeel!!
Will there be awards for main characters, suporting actors, script, DIRECTOR,etc.. i.e Nominees??? he, heee
SOUNDS SO CRAZY <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
and maybe that's the reason for the KO's enthusiasm, he directed both. What a success...
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