How come I still cry?
MJFAN7
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I saw a picture of Michael on facebook with this quote under it:
"God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be. So He put his arms around you and whispered come with Me. With tearful eyes we watched and we saw you pass away. Although we love you dearly, we could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best"
and I just started bawling my eyes out... the same thing happens when I watch those videos on youtube of him with sad songs playing. i have no doubts that he's alive, so why do I still cry? <!-- s --><!-- s -->
"God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be. So He put his arms around you and whispered come with Me. With tearful eyes we watched and we saw you pass away. Although we love you dearly, we could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best"
and I just started bawling my eyes out... the same thing happens when I watch those videos on youtube of him with sad songs playing. i have no doubts that he's alive, so why do I still cry? <!-- s --><!-- s -->
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Sorry for my digression....this is something I feel passionate about.
PS...never stop being moved on the inside by other's happiness or pain. We are all spiritually connected even if some are unaware of it.
I hate seeing these words connected to Michael. These words of death in connection to him. It makes me sick, fill with tears.
I'm 100% a believer and will be no matter what any outcome will be, I'll be in denial if it's proven otherwise.
But, I DO tear up too.
Neither can I watch thar video, nor can I watch him sing Gone too soon. Tears me up every time.
I don't know if it is this, but maybe because you miss him and it's not like you know when he will be back so it's like his gone but he's not...also you could be thinking, not knowing that you are, that how much you will miss him if he was really gone (hypothetically)...I don't know if that makes sense... I can't even understand myself sometimes <!-- s --><!-- s -->
I am sad almost all the time <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( -->
I can't think of no reason why he shoiuld be punished with an untimely cruel death like this <!-- s --><!-- s -->
I mean no harm, but you really are Debbie Downer. Why do you insist on posting that MJ was punished with such cruel death? Are you saying that God punished MJ because of.......................??????? I don't think so. You must have him mixed up with someone else. I thought I was ignoring your posts, and then BAM, there you are. I will try to be more attentive in the future in order to skip your posts/comments.
So far we've learned Michael faked his death for either personal reasons (fans, paparazzis, etc..) or other (illuminati, people trying to kil him, etc..). It could be really anything but we don't have to know that! All we have to know is he lives and is well.. also, fyi, I hate people who can't accept he didn't die (that includes all of my friends).
I don't know who Debbie Downer is and I think you missunderstood my comment. I said I can think of no reason why he should be punished......maybe it's more clear now.
That's what bothers me too. I don't understand why this is happening to me, all this sadness. I'm telling the truth, I was almost over Michael Jackson in the last 2 years prior to 2009. When my husband told me that morning in an agitated voice "You know Michael Jackson died!!" I was just like "Well this is it, may his soul rest in peace". But this acceptance lasted only for a day or two, because the moment I saw his death was questionable - I really started to be sad and suffer and cry and now that I think of it - maybe it is all because I am the type who needs to know the truth, who needs answers and certainties all the time....
Same here... my uncle/godfather died when I was 8, and we were very close, probably closer than my own father was to me. Anyway, that's the only death that ever hit me hard besides Michael, Michael's death hit me so hard, I'm not even sure why. I was always a big fan, but I didn't even know him, maybe I feel like I know him because of all the videos or stories or whatever that I've read on him, but still. I feel terrible saying this, but I think Michael's death hit me harder than my uncle's. When Michael died, I would cry in my room pretty much every day for hours until about September, which was when I was really starting to be convinced that he was alive. So it's just hard sometimes, I just can't wait until he's back though, I hope it's soon. <!-- s:? -->:?<!-- s:? -->
Once in a while now - my eyes water a bit, when I'm caught at an odd moment, unexpectedly - like if I'm busy doing a chore in the house, and on the radio, a MJ instrumental version of a song comes on...I suddenlly stop what I'm doing, and almost like in movies - I'll stand there spaced out, just standing and absorbing the thoughts that come with the music in the background...lol kind of funny if you were to see it happening. Like I am frozen in time for a couple minutes. It's like his presence hangs around for awhile...and then when the music fades away - I am back in present time, continuing on with my life...it will be this way for me...probably forever...if what we want to happen does not happen eventually...but I will still not say that it will not happen...and I am still very hesitant and careful not to use the word 'dead' - to me, he is still just 'missing'...
I can talk for me <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
Michael has been a very important part of my childhood. Once him "gone", a little part of me, of my memories went as well and I got trully affected for it.
I am the 1st one being shocked by this fact <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) --> and I still am surprised with my behaviour at times, since I get very sentimental watching some of Michael´s performances, mainly from the bad era.
I said it many times; we were not part of his life, he was part of ours.