Struggling to Say Goodbye. x
DancingTheDream
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Struggling to say goodbye.
I have an internal battle... part of me is telling myself to let go, to try and find some peace.
The other part tells me to never give up.. truth for Michael and justice.
I found this video on youtube... beautiful images of Michael and the message is "it is so hard to say goodbye, but if i dont i will die" <!-- s --><!-- s -->
Miss him so much...
[youtube:252f68ne]
I have an internal battle... part of me is telling myself to let go, to try and find some peace.
The other part tells me to never give up.. truth for Michael and justice.
I found this video on youtube... beautiful images of Michael and the message is "it is so hard to say goodbye, but if i dont i will die" <!-- s --><!-- s -->
Miss him so much...
[youtube:252f68ne]
Comments
it saddens me to see you with this struggle, being on the site is a little addictive, may be you need some time out, re charge your batteries, have some fun, i know i am here for you, and have enjoyed your posts.
maybe you just need some me time?
why dont you treat yourself and then come back to us?
you will solve your struggle that is inevitable, your mind will sort things out, so dont worry or overly ponder.
Nothing has happened... im just pondering the fact he may have died and this is a murder cover up.
Im having a sad day.... but it may pass. Just been watching lots of videos of MJ and the ones where he is in his 20's are really hard.. he was such a beautiful looking man in his early years. Really breathtaking.
But i also love this photo of him in his older years....
forget death - he is fun of life
I know it's already a cliché, but just look at all the things we've discovered and understood so far. Most important, take a look at Michael ( in that beautiful picture you posted above), and listen to your heart. Don't let go. A big hug to you.
what am i talking about, i dont know, i have had time out, when i have been bashed to tears on the site, i have left for 2 weeks, but creeped back, to say hi and to do the crime scene thread and the voice thread, and to upset people by saying i dont believe what they say, and get too passionate and then feel a fool.
what i am trying to say is, my dear friend what ever you feel is okay and i personally will be here for you, remember the footprint poem - x
We all go through ups and downs.. for sure. Maybe i cant let go because my gut instinct is screaming out that we are not being told the truth. There has to be something in that.
Also.. i agree we owe it to MJ to find out the truth. I dont disagree with that at all.
Arabian nights.. second star on the right?/ What am i looking at there, sorry i dont see?
small tears xx
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Also.. where did you find that pic of the halloween night because that is amazing and i really do think that is MJ.. who else could it be? <!-- s:shock: -->:shock:<!-- s:shock: -->
you make a difference..
i think that is incredible
isn't that nice to hear, well it was nice to say..
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Maybe we should start a new thread on that and discuss??? What do you think?