"I sit in my room at home and sometimes cry. It's so hard to make friends. Sometimes I walk around the neighbourhood at night, just hoping to find someone to talk to. But I just end up coming home."
It is sad <!-- s --><!-- s --> and that makes me think about if i really wanna start a celebrity life at the age i am now because i really wont have true friends anymore because they will envy me so much and the only really close friend i would have is my friend Jerisha because she's going to be in the group with me and i don't want people to just see me for my talent but for the person that i am and that's all Michael wanted was for people to see the real him <!-- s --><!-- s -->
that really hurts my heart. He have to know how many people who want to talk to him. And not only like a fan, but also as a friend.
I would love to talk to him. Although I am a kid and I am not english. I would love to talk to my hero
Let me tell you all that I am reading some books on Michael that I received for christmas, and I can tell you that, If half of what I am reading is truly what they did to him, I'm surprised he didn't leave this world long before now!!!!!. I feel his pain so bad that I almost don't want to continue reading. Believe me its that bad. This world is full of such haterid people that is almost unbelieveable <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( --> <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( --> <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( --> <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( --> If nothing else people, know that Michael was tortured most of his life, and whether passed or disappeared, he is better off, and I would find it difficult to believe if he ever decides to come back to this. Sadly to say.
I do not understand which is why this miraculous person had to be so lonesome <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( -->
i understand it totally.. he was surrounded by obsessive fans and fake friends.. whereas if he was to meet someone like me or you guys thats not obsessed.. well i'm not.. he'd have found a true friend.. don't get me wrong i love him to bits but as an admirer.. and appreciate him.. and would like to know Michael as a person.. not just the entertainer!! but not in an obsessive way!!
but thats just me.. <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
I do not understand which is why this miraculous person had to be so lonesome <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( -->
i understand it totally.. he was surrounded by obsessive fans and fake friends.. whereas if he was to meet someone like me or you guys thats not obsessed.. well i'm not.. he'd have found a true friend.. don't get me wrong i love him to bits but as an admirer.. and appreciate him.. and would like to know Michael as a person.. not just the entertainer!! but not in an obsessive way!!
but thats just me.. <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
You tell the truth. Sadly MJ never was able to make contact with more "normal" fans, and not those obsessive who just wanted a piece of him. A lot of people that surrounded him where family, people he worked with that he wasn't really close friends with or people that were trying to find some weak spots so they could take advantage of him. That's why it's very understandable when he said that his best friends were his kids, because they weren't judging him, weren't with him out of interest and just wanted to love him.
It's very sad ....we are normal people and sometimes we feel we don't trust nobody or feel we don't have friends....but for someone big like Mj must be triple sad.
If i was close as "the followers" to Michael: to tell you the truth i wouldn't disturb him with my presence stalking him....or even if i did i'd do it behind a door/car window...just so that he wouldn't feel harassed....I wonder if he enjoyed those girls being everywhere he was..
When did he say this? Because I very much doubt that it was recently - with fans hanging out EVERYWHERE he goes...
But if it is true, it is very sad. I really hope that where he is now, he is truly happy and loved. He deserves it more than anyone...
that was said to Shumuley..during the tapes <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( --> made me cry..
But he was talking about the earlier days, im not clamning that he felt less lonely after thirller prehaps even the opposite. Stranger in Moscow is a perfect example
When did he say this? Because I very much doubt that it was recently - with fans hanging out EVERYWHERE he goes...
But if it is true, it is very sad. I really hope that where he is now, he is truly happy and loved. He deserves it more than anyone...
that was said to Shumuley..during the tapes <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( --> made me cry..
But he was talking about the earlier days, im not clamning that he felt less lonely after thirller prehaps even the opposite. Stranger in Moscow is a perfect example
He was referring to when he was younger. There's something similar on the Bashir Interview & then the "Take Two" done my Maury Povich where Michael talks about that and how lonely he was hence the reason for all the mannequines around Neverland. He says something like "I was so lonely, painfully lonely" and how kids/people couldn't see pass the "Michael Jackson" status. How he just wanted friends and someone to play with. It's quite an emotional thing to hear him say (the vid's are on utube).
I wish I was there for him then <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( --> , but I'm here for him now and always will be here for him!
He could have talked to me for hours and hours, just to be that little happiness in his life...
MJ, I hope that you know that you are loved by me. I pray for you to my Father in Heaven to bless you. You are so special to everyone here. MJ, I always smile when I watch you dance. MJ, I love you much, my baby. Please always know that you are in my heart and my prayers always!
I wish we could all (all people of this forum) go to Michael and just talk to him! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
You know, I would love to talk to him (like anyone else <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->) it doesn't matter how. Even with just e-mailing or something youknow. I would tell everything what happened that day! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> that would be a dream come true!! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
I wish we could all (all people of this forum) go to Michael and just talk to him! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
You know, I would love to talk to him (like anyone else <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->) it doesn't matter how. Even with just e-mailing or something youknow. I would tell everything what happened that day! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> that would be a dream come true!! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
Yeah! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> I'd love to just chat to him (: Just like a friend <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
I wish we could all (all people of this forum) go to Michael and just talk to him! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
You know, I would love to talk to him (like anyone else <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->) it doesn't matter how. Even with just e-mailing or something youknow. I would tell everything what happened that day! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> that would be a dream come true!! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
Yeah! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> I'd love to just chat to him (: Just like a friend <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
yep me too, not like a crazy fan, just like a friend. Not talking about him and his songs and stuff, just talk about life you know <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) --> Like that I get my MJ sweater probably today (yeah that is kinda like a fan right <!-- s:P -->:P<!-- s:P -->) and that I will get my new iPod nano this week! A green one with camera! YAY!! I would not say what is on the back written, because then I sound like a fan again! <!-- s --><!-- s -->
That's sad for sure.
I understand that he feels lonely because even if there is a lot of fan outta here he maybe just want to make friends wich don't know him beforehand and wouldn't have any prejudice ( good or bad)
And there is also a lot of fanatic <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
I remember in the Bashir(stupid)documentary they feature a scene with fans , he is entering his car after a restaurant or something and there is a fan(atic) popping out at the windows and asking him if he can come into his hotel room
You know I wouldn't like it that someone that I don't even know and that I've seen for 3 second ask me to go into my room <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
Must be scary sometimes to be a celeb
I think this was in the mid or early 80's? I dont know
But luckily with the internet and stuff MJ could go online and chat anonymously with people and they could get to know him without knowing he was MJ. I'm sure he thought that was fun.
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now i'm sad too...
I really hope Michael realises how much we all love him
But if it is true, it is very sad. I really hope that where he is now, he is truly happy and loved. He deserves it more than anyone...
that was said to Shumuley..during the tapes <!-- s:( -->:(<!-- s:( --> made me cry..
WE ALL LOVE YOU MICHAEL!
I would love to talk to him. Although I am a kid and I am not english. I would love to talk to my hero
i understand it totally.. he was surrounded by obsessive fans and fake friends.. whereas if he was to meet someone like me or you guys thats not obsessed.. well i'm not.. he'd have found a true friend.. don't get me wrong i love him to bits but as an admirer.. and appreciate him.. and would like to know Michael as a person.. not just the entertainer!! but not in an obsessive way!!
but thats just me.. <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
You tell the truth. Sadly MJ never was able to make contact with more "normal" fans, and not those obsessive who just wanted a piece of him. A lot of people that surrounded him where family, people he worked with that he wasn't really close friends with or people that were trying to find some weak spots so they could take advantage of him. That's why it's very understandable when he said that his best friends were his kids, because they weren't judging him, weren't with him out of interest and just wanted to love him.
If i was close as "the followers" to Michael: to tell you the truth i wouldn't disturb him with my presence stalking him....or even if i did i'd do it behind a door/car window...just so that he wouldn't feel harassed....I wonder if he enjoyed those girls being everywhere he was..
He was referring to when he was younger. There's something similar on the Bashir Interview & then the "Take Two" done my Maury Povich where Michael talks about that and how lonely he was hence the reason for all the mannequines around Neverland. He says something like "I was so lonely, painfully lonely" and how kids/people couldn't see pass the "Michael Jackson" status. How he just wanted friends and someone to play with. It's quite an emotional thing to hear him say (the vid's are on utube).
He could have talked to me for hours and hours, just to be that little happiness in his life...
You know, I would love to talk to him (like anyone else <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->) it doesn't matter how. Even with just e-mailing or something youknow. I would tell everything what happened that day! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> that would be a dream come true!! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
Yeah! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> I'd love to just chat to him (: Just like a friend <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
I understand that he feels lonely because even if there is a lot of fan outta here he maybe just want to make friends wich don't know him beforehand and wouldn't have any prejudice ( good or bad)
And there is also a lot of fanatic <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
I remember in the Bashir(stupid)documentary they feature a scene with fans , he is entering his car after a restaurant or something and there is a fan(atic) popping out at the windows and asking him if he can come into his hotel room
You know I wouldn't like it that someone that I don't even know and that I've seen for 3 second ask me to go into my room <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
Must be scary sometimes to be a celeb
But luckily with the internet and stuff MJ could go online and chat anonymously with people and they could get to know him without knowing he was MJ. I'm sure he thought that was fun.