Confession time

Chamone

Hi guys!

As the title of the topic states, it is confession time for me. I started reading all the conspiracy theories because I thought they were hilarious. MJ in hiding because of the illuminati, MJ being murderd by Sony and/or the freemasons, MJ being a reptillian... and so on.

For me, it was clear that MJ was dead. Hurtful for me as a life long fan. But it also felt 'good', because he finally had peace. The peace he so needed and deserved.

But then...

Whilst reading all the stories, watching al the video's, looking at all the pictures I KNEW there was something wrong. I mean, a moving bodybag? A flat bodybag? A 'grieving' family with no emotions? Two burials?

So I became a sceptic. Unsure of if he was dead or alive.

Then I read more. Saw more. Thought more.

So today, I am not a believer. I am a knower. I know he is alive. And I am ready to seek the truth with all of you! Chamone! Get on it!

Datroot

Welcome aboard - its been a bumpy ride and we are in for more turbulance before we are through.

Chamone

Welcome aboard - its been a bumpy ride and we are in for more turbulance before we are through.

Thank you!

If got my seatbelts on, took my motion sickness pills so I'm ready!

Scream

I went through the same exact process in October (: Welcome to the forum and I hope you enjoy you're stay.

Chamone

I went through the same exact process in October (: Welcome to the forum and I hope you enjoy you're stay.

Weird process, right? First trying to accept his death and just as it settles in you find out he is alive.

mirandacnc

welcome!!! how old r you? and buckle up

Chamone

welcome!!! how old r you? and buckle up

Thank you! I was born in 1981 (so I'm 28 now) and as you all know, the 80's and 90's were OWNED by MJ. So growing up, I was always listening to his songs and ofcourse re-enacting his amazing vids. (I wasn't as amazing though, with the complicated dancemoves <!-- s --><!-- s --> )

mirandacnc

couldnt agree more i too was born in 1981!!! class of 99 baby hahahha sorry that was cheesy !!

TrueBeLIEver1981

When I first heard the news it seemed so impossible and ridiculous at the same time.

To be perfectly honest I don't ever believe I truly accepted Michael's death. As I said, the whole concept of it seemed, well, impossible when you think of MJ and all that he's been through spiritually, physically, and financially. But because I saw it on television, newspapers, and tribute shows I automatically believed that he was dead.

But I found this site and several videos on Youtube that supported various theories that he wasn't dead. It convinced me 100% that Michael isn't dead and that he's very much alive and with us.

The skeptics and the naysayers in general will spew forth what they heard on television, tabloids, and say it's a fact that Michael's dead. Just because you heard it on the news doesn't make it factual. I will say this, and this is the honest to God truth. If Michael is dead I will call for closure and will want to see those responsible receive the full punishment.

But as I said, a lot of things aren't adding up and the more I hear about Dr. Conrad Murray, the more I am believing this runs so much deeper than any of us will be able to comprehend.