Addicted to the investigation.
DontBelieveTheHype
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This has taken over my life. Im online 23/7 or so it feels like. I have a headache from the strain of staring at the computer but yet I cant seem to stop. When the food is cooking I choose to ignore when it burns, when the phone is calling or someone is texting me I choose to stay in discussions and not answer. When Im supposed to walk my dog I let him wait for me for hours. When Im supposed to do homework I do it at school instead of home because I havent got time to do anything else than read and discuss and investigate and look for clues. When Im supposed to go grocery shopping I postpone it and actually do it several days later because I feel like I havent got time to do it. When Im supposed to sleep and got work the next morning, Im wandering off in discussions at 3 o clock at night and watching youtube clips about the hoax.
This has so taken over my life.
This has so taken over my life.
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had to smack myself really i did.. and say GET A GRIP!! its soooooo hard i know.. but as long as you know where all here for each other.. an gonna be here for a long long time i think!! then everyone should try an concentrate on there own LIFE in general.. don't let it take over!!
seriously!! i don't think Michael would want this to get in the way of anything you do in your own life.. as much as i love to investigate etc.. i think that your own personal things going on should come first!!
just my opinion.. as long as you KEEP THE FAITH!!, STAY STRONG!! & LISTEN TO YOUR HEART!! i think were all gonna be here for each other for a long long time..!! <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
oh gosh, tell me about it!
When i'm at school, i'm hoping so bad i haven't missed anything. When i get home, the first thing I do is go online to see what's up. I literally leave my assignments to the last minute. It's amazing i'm doing well in school considering my recent work habits.
I don't get any sleep. Well, i was always a bit nocturnal, but its gotten worse now.
So, I know exactly what you mean. I'm obsessed. But i don't think i want to stop ;p
This whole thing is a bit thrilling. <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
I feel that MJ took over my mind and very big part of my life. I feel quilty. I have always been pretty eremitical person I like to be alone, do my things, think my thoughts, be in quiet, but now I´m living like in cocoon.
Something funny happend to me last week. My friend called me and was pretty scared, because my other 2 friends were worried about me, since I haven´t answered no ones calls long time (just didn´t want to talk no to no one). He asked if I´m ok, because there´s a rumour that I´m dangerously ill and I´m already in hospital somwhere in Finland (I don´t live in Finland). The rumour came from my neighbour who hasn´t seen me a long time out side of my house <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
I was very surprised, really. My friends already thought that I´m dying <!-- s:shock: -->:shock:<!-- s:shock: --> <!-- s --><!-- s -->
So I made some phone calls to my frinds and told them not to worrie, I´m little bit tired and pale but OK I´m not gonna die <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s -->
I go to bed at 3 in the morning every night now I sleep less and I sometimes even forget what I'm all doing because of this I'm really addicted to this it's like I'm running past myself sometimes <!-- s --><!-- s -->
oh, don't worry.
you're definitely not the only one feeling like this.
in fact, it's 3:02 am as I type this up.
I've been on here and watching youtube hoax videos since midnight.
*shakes my head* God...i seriously need to take a MJH Vacation <!-- s:| -->:|<!-- s:| -->
this is too much. i definitely need to go to bed.
Oh my God, that's scary...
Same here, I couldn't discard myself from the computer. Even if it is a no news days recently. I always have to check everyday, whether something happened, something big, like Mike came out from hiding....
Investigate by all means but for you own mental health, sanity and happiness then you must take a breather and limit yourself. I am sure your family have noticed you are not happy and at peace and they will be concerned. Don't worry as we have all been in the same position you are in but is good that you are aware and therefore able to do something. I am sure Michael would not want this to affect our lives like this, I think he will be feeling pretty worried and bad about having to do this so we must not let this get so obsessive that we are losing sleep and not able to function properly. Limit yourself honey, go out and see your friends and get your schoolwork done, then you will feel much better when you do come onto the forum.
It's unbelievable the hours we spend here...Now I try to control it. The best way to take a fresh air is seeing the ones you love <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) --> . Personnally with them, I don't feel the need to come <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
Take care and a big hug to you! <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
Oh, it isn´s so scary at all. As I said I have always been eremitical person. I am good company for myself <!-- s --><!-- s --> so I just don´t need so much to go out to party with friends or invite them, or every day communicate with neighbours. I´m not lonely, I have 3 kids, they just don´t let me be alone a much I wish to <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> But I´m lonely in my thoughts and that makes me sad sometimes. My friends used to say I have spirit of artist, they don´t understand all my thoughts but they understand if I rather wanna be by my self do my artwork then party. They don´t know about MJ - they surely wouldn´t understand that.
Oh, I wont miss Christmas, I love Christmas time it´s the only reason why I like winter <!-- s --><!-- s -->
i second you in this Zild.. <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->