Please Help Me
Tik-Tok
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I have obssessive compulsive disorder. I get obssessed with things and it can become so intense that it's debilitating. Michael's disappearance is driving me crazy! It seems it will never end. I feel like I'm drowning and can't get a breath of air. I know I'm not the only one. The ocd adds a lot to my misery though. It makes it all much more severe. I don't do a lot of posting but I have spent countless hours reading these boards. Can someone please comfort me? I have autism. I sometimes have trouble expressing my feelings in a way that is appropriate. The fact that most, if not all, of you are ladies and I am a man makes it even more difficult. A few weeks ago I sent a private message to a lady. I learned that my message seemed weird. I respect you all. I would never intentionally make you uncomfortable. I just don't know how to express I'm crying please comfort me.
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In the very beginnig we have already suffered Michael´s death, and wouldn´t like to live it twice, so we have to keep in mind that there´s also a possibility that Michael is dead (I hope not, It could be an amazing gift for us and History).
Ok, you may say this is not a way to feel better, but here I go with it:
Whatever will happen, we are living a wonderfull adventure, and this are FACTS:
We´re living again our love for Michael and his message, spreaded strongly to the world, Michael image has been in big part restored, and we all have learned some lessons.
If this is a hoax, I don´t think it´s going to take too long. I think the end is near. But it may well still going to last a while. So he have to keep on with our lives.
If you see this is too hard to do, or even impossible for you right now, try to go step by step, one at a time, taking some relax moments from the hoax and force yourself with little activities and breaks.
Hope this will do and help making you fell better.
Encourage from here.
L.O.V.E.
A.M.O.R.
As I was submitting this response I saw another reply to my original message. Somekindofsign, thank you so very much, ma'am. You're very encouraging! It's nice to meet you.
You have me and us and we understand and that is what counts, you're not alone <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) --> And bless your heart for being so open and honest.
Tik-Tok, if you ever need to talk to someone, you can always PM me. Please know that MJ's supposed death on June 25th has ripped my life apart. But, I am still here. So, please if you need anything, please let me know, if you need a talk. God bless you, Tik-Tok. I know that Michael is so proud of you, and he loves you very much! <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) -->
I understand your pain and your fustration.
Today has been a very bad day for me and i feel emotional pain over Michael in my chest that will not go away.
All we can do is support each other and hope we find peace for ourselves and for Michael.
heres a big one