AM I THE ONLY ONE...?????
loyalfan
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i just had a scary thought..... <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> am i the only person on this forum who finds herself TALKING TO HER DESKTOP PHOTO OF MICHEAL........ <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> ...maybe FINALLY.....i have <!-- s --><!-- s --> lost the plot...... <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> straightjacket please......xxxx
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I'm almost all the time alone and sometimes I just find myself talking and talking and talking to myself and start thinking: "Wow, I must be crazy", and then I start talking to my imaginary Michael Jackson and I should feel less crazy. But I don't know really... xD
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I have my imaginary Michael Jackson too <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
I love my imaginary Michael Jackson! He always listens to me. : D
I also sometimes stare out the window to a road near our house because it feels like Michael could walk pass our house in any minute. That feeling never makes any sense. xD
I'm not locking you to any bin, but I think that makes more sense to think like that than jumping around and imagine things. xD I don't know if I believe in prayers and that kind of stuff (because I never think about it) but to person who strongly believes in them, it really makes sense.
Lately I've had this feeling that I wanna be sick and have fever. Very high fever, because everytime I have fever I have these weird hallucinations, and I thought that now when Michael is in my mind all the time I could have one MJ hallucination!
I could accept a man with a white coat anytime to my house! We are talking about Michael in his Smooth Criminal suit, right? o.o
Oh daaamn. : < I don't wanna go to the looney bin. Unless... Is there any Michael Jacksons in the looney bin? o.o
xD
Sometimes I just look at a poster and say "WHY Michael? WHY?". <!-- s:oops: -->:oops:<!-- s:oops: -->
<!-- s --><!-- s --> I am having a chuckle that is for sure! You crack me up!
I think that's the residual effects of coming here often. Because that never happened before I joined. <!-- s --><!-- s -->
<!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> at least you could keep his hat..... <!-- s --><!-- s -->
I always talk to my imaginary Michael also lols hahahas <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s -->
He's a great listener when I'm down or have a bad day at school <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s -->
I also sing to the pictures and sing to my imaginary Michael <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s -->
He always says how good i am <!-- s:oops: -->:oops:<!-- s:oops: --> <!-- s:? -->:?<!-- s:? --> ..... <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s --> <!-- s --><!-- s -->
ahh noo!! So much better without them! <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) -->
reality sucks... keep on dreamin'.
LOVE
true that. keep on dreamin' brother. PEACE!!! <!-- s --><!-- s -->
Well now I'm 30 (soon) I'm not married to Michael Jackson <!-- s:roll: -->:roll:<!-- s:roll: --> and I'm still in love, and I don't talk to pictures anymore. But in my head there are so many things I shared and still share, with Michael. If I ever meet him, I'm afraid I remain silent, cause I just talked to him so much before <!-- s --><!-- s -->
Now I just don't really talk anymore. I just close my eyes and try to reach him. I cannot explain, but as if I wanted my soul to find his and give him a big hug.
I think I'll never be cured from this !! Just sing with me :
You are not alone !!! <!-- s --><!-- s -->