Last day, I given up because of the court of Murray. But 5 minutes ago, I saw the thread " real docteur murray please stand up", and this make me keep the faith !
There's one thing about it I have not let my heart lead me down this path for 7 doggone months just to quit with the snap of a finger. <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) -->
I'm always gonna be here until something believeable really happens. <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) --> I mean the court looked kinda strange to me then both Conrad Murrays present at the same time hmmm weird. <!-- s:? -->:?<!-- s:? --> But I'm always gonna believe because my heart has told me he is alive then that's what I'm gonna stick with. We have known for how long yesterday was gonna come..... 7 months!!! What is a DEATH HOAX if it does not seem real in anyway <!-- s:?: -->:?:<!-- s:?: --> That's the point it has to SEEM REAL even tho it is NOT <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) --> PLz chuu guys this is not over not just yet <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->
I'll give up when I see photopraphic/video evidence. Until I see Michael dead, I don't think I'll ever believe it. There'd always be these huge question marks inside my head. I can't give up or find peace until I see it with my own eyes.
I wish I could give up on everything michael sometimes cause I'm in too much pain and I can't help it cause I care too much from him and nothing can make me walk away or stop caring. It kills me that someone did something to him, yet my denial state and intuition is telling me it's not real and something is very off. I laughed at hoaxes until jermaine's big mouth got me here
I wish I could give up on everything michael sometimes cause I'm in too much pain and I can't help it cause I care too much from him and nothing can make me walk away or stop caring. It kills me that someone did something to him, yet my denial state and intuition is telling me it's not real and something is very off. I laughed at hoaxes until jermaine's big mouth got me here
i want to give up but cant seem to i cant bear the fact we never gonna see him again or hear him one day im fine the next hes the first thing on my mind the only thing i can do is wait to see what happens to murray then make my descision from there i read stuff and think he really has gone then i read the evidence and see clues and thing oh yer explain that and it gives me hope that all isnt what it seems.
Although my energy level of faith has seemed to dwindle --- I cannot say that I have given up. But I do not feel as strong...I need to energize my faith...I am waiting for this summer - June, and if no news or nothing happens, then July and Finally August....if August passes too with nothing, no news, no incidents, NOTHING...then I think it will be a very very difficult September for me - to summon up more courage and energy to keep believing. It's not that there aren't enough odd questions unanswered - but rather...the thought that even with the odd unanswered questions, MJ might have chosen a new life...in total secrecy...and an unidentifiable profile...IF he is still alive...and IF he does not make a comeback this summer....I am so afraid of this summer because it will be a season of the cards being played....what will happen...if it will happen....
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I'm always gonna be here until something believeable really happens. <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) --> I mean the court looked kinda strange to me then both Conrad Murrays present at the same time hmmm weird. <!-- s:? -->:?<!-- s:? --> But I'm always gonna believe because my heart has told me he is alive then that's what I'm gonna stick with. We have known for how long yesterday was gonna come..... 7 months!!! What is a DEATH HOAX if it does not seem real in anyway <!-- s:?: -->:?:<!-- s:?: --> That's the point it has to SEEM REAL even tho it is NOT <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) --> PLz chuu guys this is not over not just yet <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->