Are We the Chosen People?

3292gold3292gold Posts: 17
edited January 1970 in News
I have this thought in my head keeps popping up. I hope you all don't think I am crazy. I am a women in her 40's, work 2 jobs, raised 3 kids. Anyway- as I read posts, alot of people openly admiy they were never huge fans of MJ. Most say they enjoyed His music, but were never fanatics, (me included). Yet why have we become obsessed with the hoax, and His music, His messages, and well, MJ in general. I think most of us are obsessed with the whole thing. We read all we can, listen to His music, check the websites, youtube, etc. Maybe-IF He is dead, and I still am pretty sure He is alive, but IF He is dead, maybe He is sending all of us obsessed followers, a message. Maybe we are the chosen ones to spread His message, or something. I don't know but I spend way too much yime reading and thinking about this hoax. Maybe His spirit, (if He is dead), is pulling us towards something, or trying to tell us something,- I don't know?! Can anyone help me here?
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  • whatyourheartsayswhatyourheartsays Posts: 1,717
    I don't know... I cannot explain how you (people who have never been fan in your life) can get so much involved for Michael.
    All I can tell is my own experience : I always felt deep inside of me that Michael was a kind person. I mean, when I was young I only had his music and videos...but what I imagined of him was him being very nice and caring.
    Then I grew up to my own life, just telling myself I've been dreaming, and didn't thought about it anymore. But then I found him again, and I found all those videos I never saw. And I just realised that the Michael I imagined deep in my heart, the Michael I was afraid never to find if I ever met him, was really the real Michael : nice and caring...

    I just found so much similarities with who I thought he was, It just came back to me, as a big shock in my heart. And there I go again, all this love for Michael. But now I'm 30, I needed time to grow up to find my own place and life, and now i know where I am, I just discover Michael wasn't that far from the place I choosed.
    I'm just back to my childhood, but with 20 years of experience behind me <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->

    It's just magic that Michael can catch people like this and bring them in his own space ! Michael is just magic, he has a powerfull mind and heart. There is really something that shines in him. I don't find the words in English but in my head in french, it sounds really nice <!-- s:lol: -->:lol:<!-- s:lol: -->
  • mjjveritasmjjveritas Posts: 902
    3292gold, Obsessed is the word. I've always been interested in MJ's life and work or should that be work and life. He's just got something that draws people to him. Magnetism, is what it is. He's just interesting. I definitely spend too much time thinking about all this. I try to downplay it but it's impossible. So I give in and carry on. I would say more but am too tired, sorry. There is always another day. <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) -->
  • lynnandsofeelynnandsofee Posts: 243
    3239....I am in the same boat as you, only I'm older yet, LOL, but anyway....I knew of Michael of course, but hardly ever listened to his music, or went to any concerts, (now I wished I had) however when he suppose to have died, something hit me like a ton of bricks. There isn't a day that goes by that I am not on this site, thinking of him, and how special he was. Everyone in my family thinks I have lost it !! I can't explain this, but the desire just will not stop. When I wake up, I hear his songs. When I go to bed, I ask God to please tell us the truth, but I feel in someway he has already answered me. The essence of Michael is inside me, and feel that it will remain in my heart forever.
  • 2good2btrue2good2btrue Posts: 4,210
    3292gold, I am exactly like you. I feel "chosen" as well. I was never a big fan either. I heard his music at nightclubs and danced to them but that's about it.

    I am 45 yo and a single mum to a 7 yo boy. I have never felt this obsessed about anything in my life. I've always been a spiritual person and have experienced the 11.11 phenonomen since I was 15 when my mother died. Michael just draws me in. I look at his pictures and I feel him. I feel him talking to me. Last night, I starred at a pic. of him and closed my eyes, asking him "Michael where are you???? over and over again. After some time, a vision came into my head. It was a white plaque that came from the ground.......At first I thought OMG, he is really dead, but then I felt he was wanting me to read that white plaque in the ground. I couldn't see the writing on it, and the plaque was slightly leaning...........
    I have to find this plaque now....and see what it says...So my answer is, me too! I don't know what it is but I too feel chosen. It has opened up my eyes to what is really happenning around us. It's like we were chosen to be his Messengers....(Malachi)

    Michael has this powerful energy, and I can feel it, from Australia <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> It's all for L.O.V.E xoxox
  • i[MISS]my[KING]i[MISS]my[KING] Posts: 944
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  • RKRK Posts: 3,019
    I'm another one. There's no explaining it away. I am 51 years old next week and I have adult children a husband of 33 years and a responsible job. People say I'm practical and sensible. But not lately. I've asked myself many times what is wrong with me . I can't walk away from this.Obsession, compulsion, and addiction all come to mind. Like others here, I read all I can, pray for MJ and the children, think of this constantly night and day. I'm checking on here before I have coffee in the morning. I could go on and on but it sounds like you guys know what I mean. This thread is comforting to know that
    You are not alone.....I am here with you.....Though we're far apart......Your always in my heart.
  • sandythymesandythyme Posts: 365
    Isn't funny how one man can do this to us? I am 50, I remember the first time I saw Michael on the Ed Sullivan show. I yelled Mommy come and see this kid!!! He was a year older than me and WOW! Obsessed! You bet! Old fans, new fans and all fans in between, we love him. As you guys said, there is something about him. I remember a comment on a news program, the man the media loved to hate (how terrible!), but let him walk into a room and all eyes are on him. They couldn't get enough of him. So, it's ok for us to feel the way we do about him. He is a part of us, our lives and yes we hoaxers probably all lie in bed every night asking God to watch over him, make him safe and if possible, please bring him back to us (I don't want to get to demanding with God! But please, please please!). He is our Peter Pan. It's just one of those crazy things, I believe in him, 40 years and counting. Take care guys!
  • sandythymesandythyme Posts: 365
    RK! Happy early birthday!!! I am right there with you in the morning with my coffee and my computer! Sometimes I get up hours early just for the redirects!!!! It feels great knowing we are not alone!
  • loveratheart4mjloveratheart4mj Posts: 651
    3292gold, I am exactly like you. I feel "chosen" as well. I was never a big fan either. I heard his music at nightclubs and danced to them but that's about it.

    I am 45 yo and a single mum to a 7 yo boy. I have never felt this obsessed about anything in my life. I've always been a spiritual person and have experienced the 11.11 phenonomen since I was 15 when my mother died. Michael just draws me in. I look at his pictures and I feel him. I feel him talking to me. Last night, I starred at a pic. of him and closed my eyes, asking him "Michael where are you???? over and over again. After some time, a vision came into my head. It was a white plaque that came from the ground.......At first I thought OMG, he is really dead, but then I felt he was wanting me to read that white plaque in the ground. I couldn't see the writing on it, and the plaque was slightly leaning...........
    I have to find this plaque now....and see what it says...So my answer is, me too! I don't know what it is but I too feel chosen. It has opened up my eyes to what is really happenning around us. It's like we were chosen to be his Messengers....(Malachi)

    Michael has this powerful energy, and I can feel it, from Australia <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> It's all for L.O.V.E xoxox


    WOW U FREAKED ME OUT WHEN YOU SPOKE OF THE 11:11 THING. I HAVE HAD THIS STRANGE PHENONOMEN SINCE i WAS ABOUT 25. ITS SO WEIRD. I FEEL LIKE ITS SOMETHING SPEICAL BUT I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT???? I AM 49 AND WILL BE 50 AUGUST 8TH. JUST TOTALLY WEIRD.
  • jilljill Posts: 917
    Hi, well me too. I'm 53, have two kids that are almost grown. I was a fan of Michael Jackson when I was in my preteens (long time ago). I stopped following his music after Billie Jean. I would catch a story here or there in the news but didn't pay much attention. When the child molestation charges were brought against him I knew they were not true. I was relieved to hear he was aquitted.

    When I heard the news on the 26th (I didn't even hear it on the 25th!) I was floored. I could not believe how I was grieving for someone I never knew and did not really follow. I searched the internet for his music and any thing I could find on him. I was watching the news the day they moved his body from the hospital to the morgue in the helicopter. I was sitting here watching it and I jumped up off the couch when I saw the body move as the helicopter started to land! I could not believe the news telecaster did not see or it or make a comment about it. I immediately started searching the net to see if anyone had seen what I saw. It was days before I finally found a video on youtube that gave the inconsistencies surrounding his death and stated it was possibly a hoax. I was hooked from then on.

    I was amazed at the talent he had watching videos of him and listening to songs I had never heard before, years of them. I am on the fence about the hoax but I am here to stay until I know the truth about what happened to him.
  • jilljill Posts: 917
    I have to ask...what is the 11.11 thing?
  • scorpionchikscorpionchik Posts: 2,669
    Like most of you. I am late and very much fan now. I am not native american. basically, I used to listen more european songs, and some of Michael's. But when I moved here, listen songs' lyrics and find out how he is HUMBLE being such a famous star, that made me speechless and I feel endless respect and love to Michael, and meaningful lyrics made me fanatic fan. One more interesting fact, when I learned MJ was taken to the hospital and then "died", I did not believe, don't know why, I just said it is NOT true and sticked to my instinct. Were moments I was doubtful, but that was go away quickly. I am trying to avoid "addiction", but there is no day I could spend without browising this site and MJ's site.
  • suspicious mindsuspicious mind Posts: 5,984
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  • cin_pytcin_pyt Posts: 632
    I HAVE NO IDEA, BUT I SEE CLIPS OF MIKE ON TV AND I FEEL LIKE THIS I DON'T KNOW LIKE MUSHY FEELING LIKE HE'S PART OF MY EVERY DAY LIFE OR SOMETHING I GET A SWEET FEELING. I SMILE HE MAKES ME SMILE AND I THINK OF MY PROBLEMS AND THEN LOOK AT HIS I'M LIKE YOU WIMP MIKE ENDURED HARDER THINGS. I NEVER HEARD MUCH OF MJ WE WERE ALL DEPRIVED OF MJ CUS OF THOSE UGLY LIES, NOW WHAT DO YOU KNOW WE ARE FANS AND WE KNOW A LOT ABOUT MIKE. THE DAY I GOT THE TEXT MESSAGE "MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD" IT FOREVER I DON'T KNOW WHY I THOUGHT IMMEDIATELY NO HE'S NOT!!!! HE IS NOT DEAD I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IT HAPPENED THAT WAY.
  • 2good2btrue2good2btrue Posts: 4,210
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  • 2 Bad2 Bad Posts: 289
    whatyourheartsays -"I'm just back to my childhood, but with 20 years of experience behind me"

    I love this! Thank you! Never in my life have I worn clothes and jewelry to support somebody I don't know. I am like a teenager with all my MJ stuff LOL!
    54 yrs old, an artist, with a grown son of my own gone from the nest-always loving Michael and his music and films and never believing all the lies. Silently praying for him and wondering where he is or how he is doing.....
    The 6-25-09 news was not believed, after 2 weeks of crying my eyes and heart out, because you could feel the pain on the news. Everybody believed he had died, how come I feel like nothing makes sense and I said on forums that I am leaving the window open cuz Peter Pan is out there.
    Oh yes the sympathetic pats on the back, she'll come around.
    Never did! After reading the posts all this time from day one I am still in belief that Michael lives. I don't know why or how or when and frankly just a small note somewhere saying he is fine and well would make me so happy. I don't care why or how or when I just know I stand by him with whatever he chooses, always.
    I think we are the chosen people of a sort, we never drank the kool-aid and have learned to not believe the media, to question virtually everything!
    I wish the media would just cut him out of their "news", let him alone and his children and family, I feel like they media will be the ones to start all the hate again and I would rather not see that. Michael said "You gotta let it simmer" so simmer I am.
    I only listen to MJ now, I try hard to listen to others, I love 3T. Nobody compares to MJ!
    I will admit I watched Purple Rain last night on VH1 <!-- s:-) -->:-)<!-- s:-) -->
    <<<Group hug>>>>>
    I love and miss you Michael!
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    I nominate this for topic of the year! <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->

    Beautiful!
  • scorpionchikscorpionchik Posts: 2,669
    Wow! It is my birth month & day November, 11 <!-- s:) -->:)<!-- s:) --> .
    I knew 11/11 role in numerology, but "awareness" I see first time.
  • Love4MichaelLove4Michael Posts: 398
    I second that nomination dmovie27!! I'm 51, always been a fan but like many others got busy in family life. I now have tears in my eyes from reading through these posts. It's hard to feel so alone in the real world of everyday life, not knowing anyone around me that feels the way I do, but I see the same shared feeling poured out here on this page and know I'm NOT alone!!

    Thank you all for putting in print all that's in my heart

    Yes, Virgina...there IS a Santa Claus

    and

    Yes, World....Michael IS Magic!!
  • LovelyLurkerLovelyLurker Posts: 149
    OK <!-- s:o -->:o<!-- s:o --> I started watching those 11:11 videos at exactly 11:11 ( time on my computer)
  • MJonmindMJonmind Posts: 7,290
    This is a good topic. This whole thing is such a weird phenomenen. I'm 54 also, was not an MJ fan at all or followed anyone, just had heard his songs occasionally like everyone. When he died, I studied about his life a bit, like usual. But I was totally unprepared for what happened and I don't understand it. It was like I totally fell headoverheels in love with the man, within a couple of weeks. These feelings have never left, feelings of incredible joy, awe. <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D --> But early after falling in love, I started to grieve his loss, worse than a family member. I started to feel pain in my heart, and feel depressed. The thought of a hoax entered my mind, cause I research about all kinds of weird things online, and have for 10 years. I found the first MJDH site (not sure) beginning of August I think. Went into shock when it went down permanently, but found this site shortly after, and have been literally glued to this place ever since. I mean I still have a family to take care of, work part time, etc. but do what I have to do and, SNAP, right back here. <!-- s:roll: -->:roll:<!-- s:roll: --> This has been the experience of my life, like my crowning acheivement/adventure. Sometimes I think, what if 2 years from now nothing has happened and I'll have to face the fact that I wasted 1 or more years every spare moment, that I could have been productive otherwise. Everyone in my life that know about my interest (very few) all think I'm nuts. I think it's got something to do with my heart, and the leanings it has, the way I'm wired, or created. <!-- s:? -->:?<!-- s:? --> That's why your title is interesting--"are we the chosen people". Why are there so many of us that have such similar stories. The only thing missing for me is--I would like to have a good dream of him--that would be very cool!!
  • billiejean17billiejean17 Posts: 266
    We have all had a short sharp SHOCK, which has "Awakened" something up in all of us...
    i am calling it a" Supernatrual Experience"... i am 57 with 2 children , and i have given up on thinking why i am so obssessed with it al, i just "Go with the flow" and see where it takes me, something is happening to us and the World, there are big changes coming...
    Failing all that the Men in White coats may very well turn up on my doorstep at some time...

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  • LovelyLurkerLovelyLurker Posts: 149
    Weird. MJonmind and the others here... I am exactly the same and have often wondered what it is that keeps me here 1 year later. I am 51 and work and all that but spend all my time here as the others here do. My family feels I am nuts and that I am obsessed.....so be it <!-- s:P -->:P<!-- s:P -->
  • 2 Bad2 Bad Posts: 289
    mjonmind- I have had one dream, just one. Back on Dec 19th, I wrote it down!!
    Anyway I had pneumonia and this dream was so real and so warm. We just talked, about where my life was going, about what I had to do to get it on the right track again. Everything we talked about applies. I don't know why but I knew I had a great life change coming sooner or later, you just can't stay miserable for ever, you have to do something about it.
    Michael was very sweet and we were like friends visiting. One hug <!-- s:-) -->:-)<!-- s:-) -->

    I hope we get answers. I hope you don't think you "wasted a year" on this. I'm sure you didn't. I know it has greatly affected my work and my house but I "had" to keep up on it, something pulled me to continue to search for the answers. I would never feel I wasted a precious second, I just re-arranged my life LOL!

    I'm glad so many have come together, and so many good people.
    "COME TOGETHER RIGHT NOW- OVER ME!"
  • Doctor DeathDoctor Death Posts: 484
    Well, All I can say is that I royally effed up my career over this whole hoax....I mean ,I failed my entrance exams, I am constantly hooked onto the forum....But then again, I am not complaining. <!-- s:D -->:D<!-- s:D -->

    I just hope that I can meet all of you one day....That would make me feel a lot better.... <!-- s;) -->;)<!-- s;) -->

    And I feel disgusted knowing about all the bad in the world...I mean, those sh!tty old men and the little cospiracies that they hatch behind closed doors of their palacial buildings.....I mean the Presidency......What exactly are these politicians and so-called champions of Democracy upto?

    I mean we elect these people, they ought to be afraid of us.....But no, THey are not afraid because they know that all it takes is a couple of BARELLS OF TEAR GAS to disperse the crowd.....And BAM! They dont have to worry about anything...anything at all! <!-- s:evil: -->:evil:<!-- s:evil: --> <!-- s:evil: -->:evil:<!-- s:evil: --> <!-- s:evil: -->:evil:<!-- s:evil: -->
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