I see what you mean. I've been wondering the same. I was not an obsessed fan, and now it's almost a year, I think about MJ and this whole case everyday. I've asked myself -"why?", too many times, without an answer. Maybe there's a mistery behind it... <!-- s:?: -->:?:<!-- s:?: -->
Same thing for me. I can not explain well for that English is not my language, but I recognize myself in all that you are telling, and Michael changed my life.
WOW! I have read each and every post and am deeply grateful to everyone. I fit the pattern and like someone mentioned may have to enter a 12 step program, but only after my kids agree to release me from the mental hospital they've arranged for me. It all hit me one day after seeing TII. One day, I felt the rapture. Not being a Christian, I was a bit taken aback by this but was so certain lift off was imminent, I called my two children to be with me so they wouldn't be left behind. Poor things! I can only imagine what they thought. I had to up the bandwidth on my satellite to accommodate all my Youtube viewings and extra tissue to soak up all the tears. Months later I feel a certain unease when I've not had computer access for too long.
I have wondered for a long time how people I know and love can see these videos (I've begged friends to watch some of them) and not see what I see. I have a theory for which I would love some feedback. Some people in the New Age realm have suggested that we are now connecting to our 'star families.' Despite the ridicule, I KNOW that something profound has happened that has, at least temporarily, separated me from the rest of the world and placed me here with all of you who share this great love and appreciation for a man whose talent, wisdom and heart is unfathomable. Like many of you, I've never had such unwavering faith in anything before, and so perhaps we are here waiting for our next assignment. Sending a massive shout out of LOVE to all of you other crazies....Maggie
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Same thing for me. I can not explain well for that English is not my language, but I recognize myself in all that you are telling, and Michael changed my life.
I have wondered for a long time how people I know and love can see these videos (I've begged friends to watch some of them) and not see what I see. I have a theory for which I would love some feedback. Some people in the New Age realm have suggested that we are now connecting to our 'star families.' Despite the ridicule, I KNOW that something profound has happened that has, at least temporarily, separated me from the rest of the world and placed me here with all of you who share this great love and appreciation for a man whose talent, wisdom and heart is unfathomable. Like many of you, I've never had such unwavering faith in anything before, and so perhaps we are here waiting for our next assignment. Sending a massive shout out of LOVE to all of you other crazies....Maggie